February 2012
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Thomas you’re losing points in participation Thomas why don’t you like elevators Thomas you never text me back Thomas why do you look miserable Thomas why were you born
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Björk - Army Of Me
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Dying is like trying to avoid an old friend that’s shopping on the same aisle as you at a supermarket. And yet you feel that you should stop hiding; a natural impulse created by the self-consciousness that you’ve put on a bit of weight since the last time you saw each other. Because you’ve been told looks aren’t everything but it is those exact individuals that perpetuated the cliché who try to...
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I don’t even know if I’m doing the right thing anymore.
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Disorder - Joy Division
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My dream last night was fucking surreal, like it honestly was one of the creepiest things I have ever experienced that’s how real it felt like I was totally aware of everything that was going on and I was able to totally control my movements. Basically it started with me waking up in a hospital bed and my grandmother is leaning over me and she sees that I’m waking up and she starts...
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Please Don’t Leave - The Drums
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Double and split like broken teeth two mouths to feed starving for attention and thirsty for the skin of another breathing being. They’ve never seen me from start to finish just bits and pieces of secret insecurities. Skilled in analysis perfected by neuroticism and coincidence. Too tainted for heaven and too moral for hell and too fucked to care.
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Really fucking tired of worrying about everything. Really fucking tired of making up excuses. Really fucking tired of people not listening. Really sick of that sick pit in the bottom of my stomach. Really fucking tired of awkward dead stares. Really fucking tired of being broke. Really fucking tired of feeling third-person. Really fucking tired of being really fucking tired.
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Monday morning. (Taken with instagram)
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Abundance of screaming sirens and over-dramatizations on every corner. Death in every home on every television set - ignorance is bliss until it creeps up your esophagus and suffocates the base of your skull. Dazed and confused and feeling every inch of movement and excess. The sensation of hyper betrayal and suspension in back of your mouth fight or flight curled up alongside your pillowcase. The...
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I love how I meant to write about Friday which was my last “first day” of my first week of classes and it’s already Sunday because all I did was sleep. Anyway, Friday was supposed to be my longest day as compared to Monday and Wednesday because I was supposed to have three classes but my morning class was cancelled (permanently) due to the fact that there were like only 4 people...
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Always doing the right things for the wrong reasons but never actually doing anything at all. Always falling into the same traps and setting traps for the same innocent bystanders. Everything he’s ever wanted - chained down to cliches and physical impossibilities layered in alphabetical order.
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Today was pretty cool but like only because it’s almost over. I didn’t have class until 12 so I got to sleep a bit later and the weather was nice which is always a plus. My first class was an introduction to advertising lecture and I had the building and room number written down and I somehow walked right by it and literally could not find it at all but p.s. it was because it was in...
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Black Balloon - The Kills
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Camouflage - Small Black
January 2012
29 posts
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Today was so weird like I still can’t tell if it was good or completely fucking terrible I guess it just depends on what you focus on but anyway I don’t want to seem like I’m trying to write some kind of diary entry I just want to have my first impression so I can look back at it and be like wow what the hell were you thinking. So I was up at 6 and I managed to guzzle a cup of...
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He feels so used, rundown, whatever. There doesn’t even seem to be a word with the potential to describe the shallow stream of stress and decay he’s forced to swim. Substitution with an inadequate synonym everything is so fucking inadequate and synonymous interchangeable places and faces always the same twisted climactic ending. But he’s become immune and his movements have...
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Close To Me - The Cure
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Two-finger chain ring. (Taken with instagram)
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212 - Azealia Banks (feat. Lazy Jay)
Dedicated 2...
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Jesus it’s been such a long day. Today was my orientation and then afterwards I hung out with Liz (follow her she’s perfect) and we went to random stores in Soho and made fun of how ugly and overpriced everything is and then we went to a random Chinese restaurant because we were starving to death and it was so good like it was a secret treasure and then we walked back to where we...
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Money - The Drums
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Ear cuff from Thailand. (Taken with instagram)
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Silver souled with no place to go - such an idealism hanging lanky and low. Locked away in a glass box, ruin me. Unattended and unexperienced instilling what once was in those who want what they once had. Locked up, ruining me. Just ruin me. Best friends for now best friends till when we decide to never speak again no benefits just regret. Dig me up put me down make a mess let me drown. Just...
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Drugs In My Body - Thieves Like Us
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Anonymous asked: you're perfect <3
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It’s so weird to think that this time next week I’ll be starting my first week of college classes. This Thursday is my orientation and I’m just really looking to get it over and done with. Not that I’m miserable about going back to school but I just don’t like all the deadlines and anxieties and student loans that come along with it. It’s definitely going to...